Meet the Artist November 2016

Hello everyone~ <3 I'm sitting here with my s'mores flavored coffee and thought I would update on here. I have been feeling really wonderful, lately. I think last week hit me a bit harder than I expected it to and it's taken some time to get out of a bit of a funk that I wasn't even aware I was in. I wasn't drawing and I was a bit stuck. This past Summer was really great because I was able to start drawing regularly again (or as regularly as I could get?) but then the school year started and I had to focus more on work and had to stop for a while. Now with the breaks coming up I'm able to jump back on it! I was working on an assignment for my class as an example and something really simple turned into a little bigger and I really love the end result. I've been working more on fleshing out my style and truly finding it.

The cold weather is finally starting to come around and it has been really wonderful <3 Though when I get home all I want to do is crawl under the covers on our bed and just sleep. I've been growing out of my comfort zone and doing things I never thought I would do! I think it's good to be able to do that every once in a while. We went to a Korean Spa in Fort Lee with some friends and we had a really lovely time not fretting about our insecurities and just going along with everything. I am wearing things I feel more comfortable with and more suited to what I want my style to be and not just safe options like jeans and a t-shirt. I am working on myself little by little and making changes to my lifestyle and way of thinking and it has been liberating.

Along with becoming free of these insecure thoughts, I have been more willing to sit down and just draw. I think I've reached a point where I just don't care what people could potentially think about my work (in a negative light) and just want to put my work out there. The experiments, the style practices, and the random sketches and doodles that I seem to just be pouring out lately. I had been beating myself up about how little drawing I've been doing but then I take a look at the Sketchbook 2016 page I have set up here and I see that it's just not true. I think this has been the most active year in years and I can't properly explain how happy that makes me.

We are still setting everything up in the house and I have officially made the Art Room my personal project. It is technically for both of us to use but Josh is letting me set it up entirely how I want! So obviously it is like... covered in pink and frills. No art prints on the walls yet but I want to buy frames for the ones I want to put up and start the inspiration wall. I'm thinking about painting the walls and have a few pieces of furniture in mind for the space (like I really want to replace that make-shift drawer shelf thing pictured above with an actual dresser that will hold all our art supplies). I think this room will always be a work in progress but I think that's a good thing. We recently moved up my computer and desk up here and broke up our office downstairs because I just wasn't going in there. I'm more comfortable sitting on my computer in this room and drawing. I have a different table and space with a window right in front of it for watercolor, painting and bigger projects. I want this room to be everything I dreamed of having in an office since I started drawing and I thin it's shaping up nicely! I'll keep putting up progress pictures as it continues to evolve!

Sketchbook 2016 section and catch-up

I love how in my last entry I specifically said I was going to update here more and then I just *poof* To be fair, a lot has been going on! I wanted this to be a catch-up entry~

1. We moved!
So that news I have been vague with these past few entries finally happened and I didn't even have time to officially announce it on here! Josh and I have bought a house together and we are about semi-done being moved in. We moved in the end of August and I didn't want to say anything official until we closed on the deal. We have slowly been getting each room set up and putting some of our personal touches throughout the house but it's been a process. I haven't even finished setting up our art room! It's coming along and it's looking really great, I can't wait to put a tiny tour on here when it's all done!

2. Updated Sketchbook 2016 section
I have finally updated the Sketchbook 2016 section here on the blog. It's been a WIP up until now (good job Deanna it's September.) but I threw up the pieces I've been working on. I want to churn out as many sketches as I can and continue to progress so I threw up what I had in terms of sketches. A lot of them are like... previews for the piece but they look nice so I just figured I'd keep them. I'm going to take better pictures of my artwork so I can have nice pictures here <3

3. Thoughts on featuring artists
This one isn't exactly something that happened but more of a change that will happen on my blog. In the past I've featured artists via their artbooks or merchandise I've received from them. I usually do a formal-like post about them and where to find them, etc. Lately I've been seeing artists talk about how they don't wish to have their work reposted or uploaded anywhere other than where they say, and I completely understand that. I became aware that I kind of do that in regards to work artists have done by giving a review on items I order from them on here. I do not wish to upset anyone, so I will probably not formally do anything like that anymore. I will probably post photos of items I received or talk about something I ordered from an artist, but I no longer feel comfortable doing any formal kind of review on my own. I have seen some artists give very rude responses to things like this (not to me, but to others.) and I don't want to risk that happening. It's sad to say, but I have become extremely disillusioned by certain artists with the way they act towards people who show an interest in their work. As an artist myself, I understand the frustration with people asking for free work and requests and how some people can be extremely rude, but I've been seeing more artists ignore people that reach out to them, and worst case scenario they make people feel bad or give rude responses in seemingly casual conversations. I don't think there is ever a good reason to be rude to someone who shows an interest in your work and has done nothing in the past to warrant you being rude and ignoring them.

4. Working on drawing more
I haven't participated in Inktober this year because I have too much on my plate at the moment, but I am happy to say that I am drawing more. I have been going between drawing traditionally and digitally with my new Cintiq. With the art room coming along I'm confident I'll be able to draw even more and that's really exciting! For now I need an actual desk in there! I have finally moved my art and writing boxes from home to our new house and have them with me to refer to whenever I want. They're only a small reach away. It's very inspiring for me to go through my old art because I love how actively I used to draw and the style I had. I hope to be able to do that more!

Getting To Know Each Other

I saw that Fran did a littler questionnaire from Holly's blog and I wanted to give it a try myself. 

1.  Would you rather never have internet access again or never be able to travel outside your home country again?

I had some wanderlust when I was younger and always dreamed of visiting Spain or Europe in general but never could. Then my husband and I got accepted into a teaching program where we could live in Spain and travel throughout Europe. It was a blessing be able to have that opportunity and we learned a lot from that experience! But ever since we came back in 2013 we've been happy to settle back into the USA and enjoy all the pleasures that comes with living here. So I would rather never leave my home country again~ 

2. What's your naughtiest habit during your working day?

I carve out some time on Mondays and lay out all my planning supplies and plan out my week. Oh and sometimes I work on editing some photos for the blog .///. 

3. Where do you do most of your people-watching? 

I guess lately it's been in classes. I like sitting in on classes and observing the students and teachers and the way they teach. I like seeing the dynamic of the modern classroom!

4. On average, what time of day are you most happy and content?

This is going to sound cheesy, but it's when Josh comes home >///> When he comes home I'm either making dinner, in the middle of laundry, cleaning or watching something trashy on tv. I feel like as soon as he comes home my day is practically over because we usually eat dinner, watch our show, then go to bed <3


5. What are some of your strangest pet peeves?

I don't like it when people blow their nose at the dinner table. I don't like seeing cups too close to an edge while eating, I always move them. I don't like it when Josh leaves his desk chair not pushed in the night before. I hate when my purse has things in it that I didn't organize myself. I hate when people don't excuse themselves before leaving the table. I'm realizing that most of these revolve around the dinner table. 


6. If you could choose, which decade would you have grown up in?

I wish I was a teenager in the 90's! Maybe even the 80's. I love music from then and there wasn't as much technology to worry about. But I would have slow internet and no Instagram so... TOUGH DECISION. But overall I like when I grew up. I would have hated being a teenager right now. Kids have it tough.

7.  Would you rather be Penny Crayon or have Bernards Watch? (apologies if this is a bit obscure - google it!)

I have no idea what this is omg


8. Where can you be found at a big house party?

With the puppies. At the food table. I don't do well around too many people.

9. Which talent do you most envy in others?

I would love to be able to brush off what people say more easily. I don't think I'm too sensitive, but I take a lot of things that people say to heart and get anxious very easily. I would also love to be able to naturally pick nice color palettes. I feel like I'm not good at choosing color combinations!

10. When and why did you start your blog?

I started blogging on Blogger in 2012 and moved over here in 2014 I think. I used to blog on Livejournal since 2005 but I don't really count that because those entries were more personal and it was more like an online journal that only a few people could read. I like blogging and sharing my processes with people and hopefully inspiring people to be creative. I like sharing parts of my life, but not all of it.

11. What are your goals for 2016?

I started this year knowing I wanted to live more creatively and I think I've been doing a good job with that, but I would like to do more! I want to update regularly on here and draw everyday for at least an hour. I would like to be more active and try more new things (like baking banana bread for the first time!) So I think it's going well~

I had a lot of fun with this! If you would like to do it as well, please leave a comment with your answers or a link to your blog! Here are the questions:

1.  Would you rather never have internet access again or never be able to travel outside your home country again?
2. What's your naughtiest habit during your working day?
3. Where do you do most of your people-watching? 
4. On average, what time of day are you most happy and content?
5. What are some of your strangest pet peeves?
6. If you could choose, which decade would you have grown up in?
7.  Would you rather be Penny Crayon or have Bernards Watch? (apologies if this is a bit obscure - google it!)
8. Where can you be found at a big house party?
9. Which talent do you most envy in others?
10. When and why did you start your blog?
11. What are your goals for 2015?

Strathmore Sketchbook Review

I've reviewed a couple of sketchbooks already as a part of my sketchbook review series and today I'm going to cover the one I've been working in the most lately. It's not exactly purse friendly but I can't help my need for a larger sketchbook! I've always favored the Strathmore Sketchbooks even when I was high school a few years ago. The paper quality encourages me to use whatever products I want on the paper without much worry of it bleeding through the page.  

The page size is 9 x 12 and I feel like this is a good amount of space for my sketches. I used to need to take up the whole page with my drawings but lately I have been experimenting with sketching smaller and putting more emphasis on details, something I haven't been very confident with in my art before. I think of all the supplies I've used in this sketchbook, the only one that bleeds through is Copic Marker, so be aware of that when you're working in it. That being said, I feel like Copic Markers blend nicely on this paper. It's been a wonder experimenting with them on the pages. Watercolor has been holding up well with the pages as well, and since I'm learning more how to use it I tend to make a lot of mistakes with it. The pages get a bit wrinkly with a lot of water on them, but I don't blame the quality of the paper for that. I think I just use a lot of water, haha!

The pages I'm showing in this post are from an older Strathmore Sketchbook I have that's over a year old. I wanted to show these works for two reasons. One, I wanted to show how well the colors held up while this book was in storage and I wanted to show a few different sketches than I have been showing lately. I am planning on doing a sketchbook tour soon so you'll be able to see the more current drawings then. 

Pencil sketches look really great in this sketchbook. I tend to be meticulous when drawing them and tend to erase any smudges that do appear after working on it for a while. Now, I'm writing this as a right handed person that holds her pencil like a lefty, so I tend to smudge my pencil sketches quite a bit. You can see a bit of a smudge on this one here, but it's nothing major. You can also kind of see through to the next page and see the sketch on there as well.

This drawing was done with Crayola markers, a recent favorite of mine when I work on more quickly done drawings. I have a pack of 50 in my desk drawer at work if I ever want to draw there so you can tell which ones are done during my lunch break! I have been trying to ease off my anxiety of using my Copics on my more sketchy drawings because I do actually want to use them! I just always get gripped with "What if when I'm doing a more serious picture I run out of the color and then I'm stuck and I can't finish?!" Well let me tell you, that hasn't actually happened to me yet and if it does, I'm just going to buy a new one online and I'm going to have to wait for it. It's an irrational fear but one that I've always had!

I used only Copics with the drawing on the back of this page and I wanted to show you what the bleed looks like. It's bad enough that you can't actually use the back of the page! A pet peeve of mine is leaving empty pages in my sketchbooks, even if they're the back of pages I've already used. I think I've done better with that, lately.

All in all, my absolute favorite sketchbook so far has been the Strathmore Sketchbook. It's one that's been around or a while and it's been the one I most enjoy working in! Though I like seeing large drawings in this sketchbook, I'm learning to do smaller sketches so I can fit more on the page and also use the space around the smaller sketches as draft paper for colors and palettes I want to use, a skill I'm learning through watching artists like Fran and Victoria through their work. I hope you're enjoying these reviews! I feel like they're more like "In my experience..." posts, I hope that's ok ^^;